when they all fall
like a million raindrops
falling from a blue sky
kissing your cares goodbye
they all fall
like a million pieces
a ticker tape parade high
and now you're free to fly
--newsboys.
archive
tunes
+god of wine - third eye blind
+understanding in a car crash
- thursday
+in years to come - thrice
+no me ames
- jennifer lopez/marc anthony
+take me away - lifehouse
+sleeping weather
- small brown bike
+sing for the moment - eminem
+thank you - the katinas
+gossip folks - missy elliot
+landslide - dixie chicks
+miss you - aaliyah
+better than this
- onelinedrawing
+swiss army romance
- dashboard confessional
+letter to myself - furthermore
+Wanksta - 50 cent
+what it is to burn - finch
+ghost man on third
- taking back sunday
+satisfaction - eve
+pride war
- further seems forever
+joe's sick - slick shoes
+without you - LaRue
+this bitter pill
- dashboard confessional
-- Stay silent about your inner conflicts, and you'll end up speaking them alone. So speak up. --
Friday, June 27
argh.
home life is so frustrating. it's moments like these where I know I have to move out. Where all I want to do is scream, throw things, cry, yell. Where no matter what, I just seem so alone, where no one really understands everything, where everything is so wrong... elaine 5:45 PM
Monday, June 23
last night...
i always seem to take my friends for granted. Going over my previous blogs, I'm ashamed at how I felt. Just sitting there, sipping coffee, laughing and reminiscing with Naomi, it just felt so incredible. Nick got to see me in my element, as gay as that sounds. He got to see me completely stressfree and happy. I can't believe that I ever was hesitant with Naomi moving up here. She made that decision to be closer to me. I finally get to be surrounded by all that mean so much to me. (well minus Michelle) I know that life is not always perfect, and there will come the times, where I will be frustrated...however, hopefully, I'll be able to remember last night and everything that encompasses our friendship and be able to just let go of whatever frustration that knocks. I guess it hadn't hit me til yesterday that Naomi, my Naomi is actually going to live in Edmonton!! and I can't believe that before, I didn't want that to really happen! Crazie. One day, we are going to be separated even farther than now, and now that she's moving up here, I have to cherish the time with her, because in time, she'll leave...
~"friends are God's way of taking care of us..."~ elaine 9:06 PM
