when they all fall
like a million raindrops
falling from a blue sky
kissing your cares goodbye
they all fall
like a million pieces
a ticker tape parade high
and now you're free to fly
--newsboys.
archive
tunes
+god of wine - third eye blind
+understanding in a car crash
- thursday
+in years to come - thrice
+no me ames
- jennifer lopez/marc anthony
+take me away - lifehouse
+sleeping weather
- small brown bike
+sing for the moment - eminem
+thank you - the katinas
+gossip folks - missy elliot
+landslide - dixie chicks
+miss you - aaliyah
+better than this
- onelinedrawing
+swiss army romance
- dashboard confessional
+letter to myself - furthermore
+Wanksta - 50 cent
+what it is to burn - finch
+ghost man on third
- taking back sunday
+satisfaction - eve
+pride war
- further seems forever
+joe's sick - slick shoes
+without you - LaRue
+this bitter pill
- dashboard confessional
-- Stay silent about your inner conflicts, and you'll end up speaking them alone. So speak up. --
Friday, March 21
I absolutely love my friends. I know I've said this before, but I can't stop emphasizing that point. You think life sucks? Imagine it without friends. Now how horrible would that be? Too horrible to even imagine. I sometimes, actually a lot of times, sit and think to myself, that nothing is going right, that no matter what it seems like God missed out on blessings for me. Those are the times when I forget that such incredible friends exist in my life. I remember in the beginning of high school when I had just moved to Edmonton, I kept on telling myself over and over again, that the friends I make here would be nothing big, not too close. I made it that I wouldn't get really close with anyone..for various reasons. One, I thought it just wouldn't happen, that I wouldn't make close friends, two - I thought I would be betraying my friends in Three Hills if I did, and three, as bad as this sounds, I didn't think anyone would come to the level as my friends in the hills. Wow, but was I ever wrong. I proved every single point wrong with some of the relationships that I have made here in Edmonton. I love Naomi and Michelle to death, but it's just amazing, how amazing you guys are. (Lina, Caitlin, Leslie...) Because of you guys, I'm inspired to be a better friend, to enjoy life, to live life, I know I can be myself, I know that I'm loved and cared about... I know it's so cliche, but you guys have brightened up my life and affected me so much in all the positive ways possible. Your words of encouragement, availability, humor, accountability, entertainment, all of it, mean so much to me.
I guess for me and for all of you, the main thing is no matter how rough life is going for you, no matter if you are having the worst day possible, just imagine it without friends...and then...
be thankful....
I love you guys so much, from the bottom of my heart... elaine 11:17 PM
Tuesday, March 18
So, I don't get life. Get this: Ja Rule's in Austrailia doing his thing, and he's at the casino with his home boys, and of coarse he wins...AS IN HE WINS $50,000!!!! Is life fair or what? I just don't understand at all. While there are millions everywhere starving, living on the streets, or slaving away at jobs for a living, he, already a huge loaded superstar, wins fifty grand. Has the world gone mad?
sidenote1: he did give a lot of the money away at the casino to random people, signing the bills...
sidenote2: i know it's not his fault for winning...
